Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Happy Birthday Dad!!!





This year I won't get to hug my dad and wish him a great birthday. My dad, the greatest dad who ever lived, is celebrating his birthday in Heaven. I absolutely adore this man. I miss him every single day. I had the dad everyone dreams about.

I hope they have the best birthday celebrations in Heaven. I am sure they do. After all, who deserves a better birthday than our favorite angels? And where better to have the most wonderful birthday ever than in Heaven?
Happy Birthday daddy Iove you!!!

Cat Stevens Father and Son

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It's not time to make a change,

Just relax, take it easy.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to know.

Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,

To be calm when you've found something going on.

But take your time, think a lot,

Why, think of everything you've got.

For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.



How can I try to explain, cause when I do it turns away again.

It's always been the same, same old story.

From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.



It's not time to make a change,

Just sit down, take it slowly.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to go through.

Find a girl, settle down,

if you want, you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,

It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.

If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them they know not me.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.

Saturday, March 08, 2014

I TRIED...


I tried to drown my sorrows, but the bastards learned how to swim, and now I am overwhelmed by this decent and good feeling.

Frida Kahlo

F.K


Feet, what do I need you for when I have wings to fly?

Dad...



Sometimes we hide from life. Sometimes life hides from us... Either way, I'm pretty sure it's a good idea not to hide from the ones who love us in life.
Erin Forquer


Friday, March 07, 2014




Hi there.

It’s been a long time I know.  I have been thinking of you a lot lately.  There is no easy way to say this and I need to be honest.

I miss you. I need you.

Just wanted you to know how much I miss what it was like...

I MISS YOU DAD ....

LOVE YOU

ALWAYS

Nana

I miss you daddy!!!



I miss you loads daddy, I know you are looking down on me just wait for me....

Yusuf Islam(Cat Stevens) - Father & Son (Porchester Hall, London 2007)




It's not time to make a change,

Just relax, take it easy.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to know.

Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,

To be calm when you've found something going on.

But take your time, think a lot,

Why, think of everything you've got.

For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.



How can I try to explain, cause when I do it turns away again.

It's always been the same, same old story.

From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.



It's not time to make a change,

Just sit down, take it slowly.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to go through.

Find a girl, settle down,

if you want, you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,

It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.

If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them they know not me.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.

Tiesto - In The Dark (Official Video HD)


When it seems

Like the world around you's breaking

And it feels

Like there's no one else around you

And it's quiet

There's a silence in the darkness

And it sounds

Like the carnival is over



As you walk

In the crowded empty spaces

And you stare

At the emptiness around you

You wanna go

To the city and the bright lights

Get away

From the sinners that surround you



Cause I will be there

And you will be there

We'll find each other in the dark

And you will see

And I'll see you too

Cause we'll be together in the dark



Cause if it's coming for you

Then it's coming for me

Cause I will be there

Cause we need each other in the dark

And if it terrifies you

Then it terrifies me

Cause I will be there

So we've got each other in the dark



As I look into the sky

There's sparks bright as ice

You want me to take you over there

I want you to stay with me

Cuz you're not the only one

The only one



No, no

Don't worry

You're not the only one



Cause if it's coming for you

Then it's coming for me

But I will be there

Cuz we need each other in the dark

And if it's panicking you

Then it's panicking me

But I will be there

So we've got each other in the dark



In the dark

In the dark

We'll need each other in the dark



In the dark

In the dark

We'll hold each other in the dark



Now we're saved together in the dark

Cause we've got each other in the dark

Monday, March 03, 2014

To my dad...


Out of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.

In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.

Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.

It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll.
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul. 

William Ernest Henley


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