Wednesday, January 31, 2018

A NEW BEGINNING ...CON EL CORAZON EN LA MANO



Today I met the sun it was waiting for me,
he is always cheerful, expectant, encouraging to me,
he always touches something for me to see, and whispers to me you are not alone anymore... today he touches the moon...
Times are hard to catch, I know
You are like the Sun, and I the moon
Do you think it is possible for us, to meet soon?
Memories of us together
Will stay in my mind forever and ever .....

Tonight the sun promised me that he will take care of me, it will be love, peace and tender ... SO FAR I LIKE THE SUN


Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Monday, January 29, 2018

Grieving




One of the hardest things you will ever have to do my dear is grieve the loss of a person who is still alive... grieving ... mourning

JAN. 29





"Oh how wrong we were to think immortality meant never dying”

P!nk - Wild Hearts Can’t Be Broken (Official Video)






Wild Hearts Can't Be Broken
P!nk

I will have to die for this I fear
There's rage and terror and there's sickness here
I fight because I have to
I fight for us to know the truth
There's not enough rope to tie me down
There's not enough tape to shut this mouth
The stones you throw can make me bleed
But I won't stop until we're free
Wild hearts can't be broken
No, wild hearts can't be broken
This is my rally cry
I know it's hard, we have to try
This is a battle I must win
To want my share is not a sin
There's not enough rope to tie me down
There's not enough tape to shut this mouth
The stones you throw can make me bleed
But I won't stop until we're free
Wild hearts can't be broken
No, wild hearts can't be broken
You beat me, betray me
You're losing, we're winning
My spirit above me
You cannot deny me
My freedom is burning
This broken world keeps turning
I'll never surrender
There's nothing, but a victory
There's not enough rope to tie me down
There's not enough tape to shut this mouth
The stones you throw can make me bleed
But I won't stop until we're free
Wild hearts can't be broken
Wild hearts can't be broken
This wild heart can't be broken

My Alter Ego, Lorri




An alter ego (Latin, "the other I") is a second self, which is believed to be distinct from a person's normal or original personality. A person who has an alter ego is said to lead a double life.

An alter ego is a second personality that lives within the same person. A person who leads a double life, with a completely different career, family, or personality, is said to have an alter ego. Most superheroes are alter egos of regular people.

According to psychology, an alter ego is a second personality inside us. This second personality could be the total opposite of what our outwardly displayed personality is like. They do not really have to be total opposites. Did you know that your alter ego is your most genuine self? It is the one that is not defined by your specific cultural context. This is not to say that it does not respond and express itself in contrasting ways just as you’re consistently displayed outer self. Unlike what many people believe, it is not the product of a multiple personality disorder.

A good alter ego is one that can help you maintain your true identity a secret or one which can help you to mentally put together some difficult opinions or actions. A good alter ego could help you achieve your goals. So how do you know your creative alter ego? Let us check out the following steps;

Define a Goal for Your Alter Ego
Ask yourself why are you creating an alter ego, what goals do you seek to attain and are you creating an alter ego for serious business or for fun? Generally, there is no alter ego that is an extreme. Provided you do not start blurring the mental line between your alter ego and the true you, be free to come up with a detailed alter ego as you deem fit.

Let Your Alter Ego Have a Personality and Voice
The most important character of your alter ego is their personality. How do they act and how do they speak? Will be the same as the actual you except for their name? Or will it be a special character with a different personality from yours? You should make the right choice on the basis of the goals of your alter ego. In various cases, alter egos are characterized by traits their creators do not have so as to improve the content. The creator can try to overcome problems brought about by their personality defects.

Let Your Alter Ego Appear Distinctive
So how does your alter ego appear? Do they stand out in the crowd or do they seem to have an unassuming and memorable look? The appearance of your character should complement or go hand in hand with their personality. When coming up with your character, keep your own looks in mind if you are planning to show up as your alter ego in real life.

Create a Fitting Backstory for Your Alter Ego
Characters hardly exist in vacuums. A personal history that is compelling is all you need to give some sense of realism to the appearance and personality of your alter ego. A fitting back story can either be vague or detailed, ordinary or remarkable. A fitting backstory should be logical and not really correct so as to reflect the personality and appearance of your character. You can think along the following lines...

Where did my alter ego originate from?
What sort of a lifestyle did they lead?
What experiences shape them?
With whom have they had relationships with?
Think of Great Names
Believe it or not, there is power in the name. A catchy one can transform an alter ego from interesting to iconic. Come up with a creative list of names and this includes even those that you think are silly or even inappropriate, who knows they might just lead to an inspiring name. It is important to stick to your walls and think of names that fit the purpose of your alter ego. Many times, the e name of an alter ego will also show their role or personality. You can also choose a name that somehow references your own.

Fill in The Little Details Concerning Your Alter Ego
Let your character have real depth by giving him unique and specific character traits. Pick details that complement the role or personality of your character. On the other hand, you may as well pick characteristics that are contrary to the background you have given your alter ego. Just like real people, good alter egos have a lot of complications and are mostly contradictory.

Put into Practice Your Alter Ego
Having come up with a distinctive alter ego, it is now time to walk the talk. Practice and try speaking, writing or behaving like your character. Carefully check out your actions as well as voice. Think about whether your character would walk or talk in a particular manner based on their back story as well as their personality. Gather all the necessary materials that your alter ego might require. You are the only one who can decide the far you want to take your alter ego. If all goes well with you, your alter ego might even become more famous than you!

Remain in Character
If you want your alter ego to be more real and authentic, you must commit to your performance. People may not really see you as an entirely new person if you keep on flip flopping between the old you and the new you. Resist any factors and forces that push you to behave like the normal you. See that you modify your daily characters and routines match those of your alter ego. If your alter ego dresses himself or herself differently from you, you have to make changes in your own life.

Look for Inspiration from Famous Alter Egos
There are so many figures in history who have adopted alter egos. You can look into history books for examples of how to put yourself in your new identity. Be free to pay respect to the past alter egos via small references and details. You can also check out other examples of alter egos that did not work out and build on them.

Your alter ego could bring you lots of profit if you design it and work it out properly. People are constantly acting and showing themselves with all their personality facets. So if you are looking to understand your creative alter ego, walk through the above tips and you will most certainly succeed.


Art and love are the same thing: It’s the process of seeing yourself in things that are not you... Everything you can imagine is real. P.P

Wednesday, January 24, 2018

LA VIDA SIN SENTIDO



Y me consumo como una vela
No quiero nadie a mi alrededor
Que le salpique esta puta mierda
Que alguno todavía llaman amor!!!


Monday, January 22, 2018

FUCKED





Something happens that cannot be fixed and changes your life forever. Basically your screwed/fucked for the rest of your life.. well "rest"... You can pretend you're perfect all you want. Just remember some of us know the truth behind all your bullshit lies....




Must Read ... Thank you Jennifer




You’ve probably heard people say you must learn to love yourself before you can love another; but what if you stop loving yourself? What if you lost yourself in a messy relationship; or a good relationship has gone bad?
There are times in life when you must give up the things or the people (sometimes both) that you love in order to love youself. Think about it. What would you say to a diabetic who refused to stop eating sugar? You might ask them, “why have you stopped caring for yourself?” Here are Five times when you know it’s time to let go and love yourself more.

First, you must understand that you are in charge of your own happiness. If you are feeling unhappy, only you can fix it. If you are feeling unloved, that is a cry out from yourself to love yourself. Likewise, it is not your job to make another person happy either. If you are sacrificing your own happiness for someone else, it isn’t healthy for either person and it could be a sign that it’s time to let go.

When you’re expected to be someone you’re not, it makes you feel like who you are is not good enough and that is a dangerous road to go down my friend. Remember, you are a beautiful person. When you spend your time with others who make you feel like you are less than you are, or like you’re not good enough, it will not only strip your identity, but it will put your identity in the control of another person. That’s the last place it should be. After all, it is your identity. Thus the cycle continues and, until you make the choice to let go and love yourself, you will continue to drown in self-doubt and lost identity. Instead, try and realize that when this happens, it’s time to let go of others’ expectations and love yourself more than them.

If you know deep down that it’s time to leave something or someone behind, but you haven’t done so because you’re afraid, then trust me—you are not alone. This is one of the most common reasons people have for not letting go. I put off quitting smoking for years because I was afraid. Afraid of losing something I enjoyed, afraid that I would lose friends, afraid I couldn’t do it. There is always something to fear with any decision that you make, but ultimately you must do what’s right for you. If you are in a situation where you are being hurt, as I was when I was smoking, then you are not being loving to yourself. Anything that you do that opposes self love should be let go.

If you find that you have lost self-worth then there’s a problem. When you constantly put a person before you, you basically tell yourself that you’re not worth as much as they are. This is dangerous thinking. To share a life with someone is a beautiful thing. To spend your entire life putting yourself down to serve another—even if it started by your own choice—is no way to live. It’s never too late to stop this behavior and let go of this thinking. If someone or something is demeaning you, if you feel like you deserve what’s happening to you, or if you think you don’t deserve love, that’s even more of a reason to let go of these thoughts. You deserve love, so stop refusing to allow yourself to have it.

There’s only one person in this world who can love 100% you and that’s the person that knows you 100%–YOU! It’s not easy, but with a lot of work and self care you can let go of this thinking. You will have to make sacrifices. Sometimes you must let go of things in life and people you love, even long term relationships and marriages. The bottom line is, if something or someone is depleting your identity, self worth, and making you unhappy, it is time to let go and move on to a place of love, wellbeing, self-fulfillment, and happiness.

Tuesday, January 16, 2018

Alicia Keys - We Are Here






We are here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here, why we are here
We are here

Bombs over Baghdad, tryna get something we ain't never had
Let's start with a good dad
So real but it's so sad
And while we burnin' this incense, we gon' pray for the innocent
'Cause right now it don't make sense
Right now it don't make sense

Let's talk about Chi town
Let's talk about Gaza
Let's talk about, let's talk about Israel
'Cause right now it is real
Let's talk about, let's talk Nigeria
In a mass hysteria, yeah
Our souls are brought together so that we could love each other
Brother,

We are here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here, why we are here
We are here

No guns made in Harlem, but yet crime is a problem
He wanna shine, they wanna rob him
Single mother, where they come from?
How we gonna save the nation, with no support for education
'Cause right now it don't make sense
Right now it don't make sense

Let's talk about our part
My heart touch your heart
Let's talk about, let's talk about living
Had enough of dying, not what we all about
Let's do more giving
Do more forgiving, yeah
Our souls were brought together so that we could love each other
Sister,

We are here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here, why we are here
We are here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here, why we are here
We are here
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh

Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh oh
Oh, oh

We are here (oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh)
We are here for all of us (oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh)
(Oh, oh)
We are here for all of us (oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh)
(Oh oh oh, oh oh oh oh)
That's why we are here, why we are here (oh, oh)

'Cause we are here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here, why we are here
We are, here
We are here for all of us
We are here for all of us
That's why we are here,
Why we are here

Monday, January 15, 2018

Marina Abramovic





Thank you TED! Marina is a woman of vision and as many people with the balls to challenge the status quo and break through boundaries she is often misunderstood. She either inspires or threatens people minds. the purpose of performance art is to stir the pot, to shake people out of their familiar, habitual mental states and begin to question reality. She is magic, a real alchemist for the human psyche. Her work will never be appreciated by the materialistic, surface level mentality. Her work is for those who are humble enough to realize something needs to change. Thank you Thank you divine Muse!

RIP



May your heart and soul find peace and comfort....


U2 - Sometimes You Can't Make It On Your Own (Live)



Tough, you think you've got the stuff
You're telling me and anyone
You're hard enough

You don't have to put up a fight
You don't have to always be right
Let me take some of the punches
For you tonight

[Chorus]
Listen to me now
I need to let you know
You don't have to go it alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

We fight all the time
You and I, that's alright
We're the same soul
I don't need, I don't need to hear you say
That if we weren't so alike
You'd like me a whole lot more

[Chorus]

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you when I don't pick up the phone
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

I know that we don't talk
I'm sick of it all
Can - you - hear - me - when - I -
Sing, you're the reason I sing
You're the reason why the opera is in me

Where are we now?
I've got to let you know
A house still doesn't make a home
Don't leave me here alone

And it's you when I look in the mirror
And it's you that makes it hard to let go
Sometimes you can't make it on your own
Sometimes you can't make it
The best you can do is to fake it
Sometimes you can't make it on your own

Sunday, January 14, 2018

THANK YOU K



Thoughts of you tickle my mind bringing instant chuckles to my lips. Fond memories of splendid moments spent with you are all I have. If all friends are like you, then I'd love to make more. Thank you for being an example of true friendship.

Saturday, January 13, 2018

If you are silent about your pain, they’ll kill you and say you enjoyed it....




A Letter To Amy Winehouse
Bassey Ikpi

For Amy and other women who carry chaos.

If you are silent about your pain, they’ll kill you and say you enjoyed it.
-Zora Neale Hurston
this flame and flicker
was not meant to last this long
we were not meant to chase the sun this often
uncertain, as we are, that the days will occur without us
so we wake
and lift
and push
and throw our bodies across these minutes
collecting respectable stacks of time
we wish to be praised for “trying”
maybe someone will call us brave
or strong
or marvel about how we are not like this one
or that one
sure that those whispers do not touch our skin

drugs.
booze.
men that hate you for loving them.
all this to dull the ache of living.
say we are worth this trouble that we cause
say you will love us until the chaos slides off our bones
lie if you must

we like the weight of water
appreciate how tidal waves mimic our moods
carry our hearts out to sea
seek life raft
seek buoy
return ship wrecked
splintered debris
saltwater and blood stained
we try
every morning new beginnings
then crawl hands and knees back to our beds
when nightfalls
Call out to God, Jehovah, Allah
pray someone will tell Jesus, Buddha, Muhammad
anyone who answers when we are at war with ourselves.

Choose drugs.
Choose booze.
Choose men who hate us for loving them
say we are worth this trouble we cause
say if we pray hard enough this chaos will slide off our bones
lie if you must

it is only a matter of time before we stop bleeding
they will ridicule the stains on our sheets
before the ache has fully left us
they will ask us what we did to cause this
why we couldn’t welcome sun like the rest of the world
why we turn to men and drugs and booze
instead of god and work and money
nobody has the heart to tell them for us
we did not choose this.
did nothing to deserve or invite this beast in
we did not request our footprints on the sun
this chaos we wear on our heads
this life is neither punishment
nor reward
your life turns palm over fist
easy like judgment
we fight ourselves
avoid our palms
duck our fists
just so we can live the life you ease into
so that we can make it out alive
unbroken
scarred a little less

so just tell us
tell us that we’re worth this trouble we cause
say that this chaos will one day slide off our bones
lie if you must






TRUE


Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Sometimes life hurts far worse than hell





Sometimes life hurts far worse than hell. Sometimes it's just too hard to bear. No one's life is perfect even the people who seem like everything's ok, could be truly hurting on the inside. They only know how to hide it. No one's ever completely happy, no matter what they say. I know it's bad to say, but people lie, myself included. Life sucks balls. It hurts. And we waste time crying over it and lose sleep over it. But just remember God put you on here for a reason and that reason is very important. He doesn't pick people randomly. And if believing in God isn't your thing, you are still here for a reason. 

I've been through it all, but I'm not saying I can deal with what you're dealing with. I'm not you, and you're not me. I've been through all the rejections, including my own mother and all the s**ty-ness of life. It sucks, but it's life and it's the reason we're on this planet. Sometimes you can't deal with it, but sometimes we have to, but the one thing that heals all (or at least I think so), is time.

Tuesday, January 09, 2018

Life is the art of drawing without an eraser




Why are we always so afraid of making mistakes? I don’t know about you, but I still have this tendency to beat myself up whenever I discover that I screwed something up ….again.

As much as we would like to think otherwise, we end up creating our life as we live it. In other words, we make it up as we go along....

“Life is pretty simple: You do some stuff. Most fails. Some works. You do more of what works. If it works big, others quickly copy it. Then you do something else. The trick is the doing something else.”

The one thing we won’t find in our life’s art box is an eraser, but that’s okay because it turns out, there really aren’t any mistakes to be made

Monday, January 08, 2018

Daddy thinking of you



Should've stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but can't keep

If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

The reminders pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need oh
And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair
Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it, isn't there

If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

Getting Older




You’ll learn, as you get older, that rules are made to be broken. Be bold enough to live life on your terms, and never, ever apologize for it. Go against the grain, refuse to conform, take the road less traveled instead of the well-beaten path. Laugh in the face of adversity, and leap before you look. Dance as though EVERYBODY is watching. March to the beat of your own drummer. And stubbornly refuse to fit in....


Friday, January 05, 2018

Don't Judge...


I'm not perfect, and I don't live to be. But before you judge me, make sure your hands are clean.

Judging others is the easiest thing to do. Our society is full of people who always keep judging and talking about others. People who judge others, have most of the time no idea of situations the others are going through. No one likes being judged or judgmental people. So why not take a step towards positivity and stop judging others.

When you judge someone, you don't define them, you define yourself ... If you judge people you have no time to love them.

We have to dare to be ourselves.


We have to dare to be ourselves.
"Being authentic is the ability to be true to oneself. Living an authentic life requires the ability to be true to our own wants, needs and desires and not live our lives by the opinion of others. Being authentic is the ability to make self-honoring choices and stand firmly in who we are in our core. Being true to ourselves gives us the insight and compassion to see others for who they are, not who we expect them to be. It frees us up from the judgment of ourselves and others and it gives others the freedom to be themselves as well." V.R

Tuesday, January 02, 2018

Closer to the edge




I don't remember one moment I tried to forget

I lost myself, is it better not said

Now I'm closer to the edge

It was a thousand to one and a million to two

Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you

Closer to the edge

No I'm not saying I'm sorry

One day, maybe we'll meet again.....

About my health

  The tricky part of illness is that, as you go through it, your values are constantly changing... You may decide you want to spend your tim...