Thursday, May 31, 2018

Empezar desde la libertad!!!!


La decepción es un martillo que te golpea; si eres de cristal te romperá, pero si eres de hierro, te forjará.


Desde hoy ...

Me voy a desconectar temporalmente con una vida que no te lleva a ningún lado.
Reconectar con la verdadera esencia del ser humano: una vida sin límites aparentes.
Bombardear mi mente, en pequeñas dosis, con proyecciones reales nacidas a partir de verdaderas experiencias.
Conscienciarte de que la vida es abundante y ofrece miles de alternativas de cómo vivirla que nunca te habían contado.
Proyectare una vida alejada de la etiqueta en la que puedo ser libre.


Comenzar de nuevo es un proceso doloroso y largo... Tan solo debo reorientarla hacia mi propio camino de vida.

Hoy es el primer día del resto de mi vida.



Wednesday, May 30, 2018

U2 The Little Things That Give You Away (Multicam HD Audio) Joshua Tree ...


The Little Things That Give You Away
U2

The night gave you song
A light had been turned on
You walked out in the world
Like you belong there
As easy as a breeze
Each heart was yours to please
Is it only me who sees
There’s something wrong there
Oh la la, I’m not a ghost now
I can see you
You need to see me
It’s the little things that give you away
The words you cannot say
Your big mouth in the way
I saw you on the stairs
You didn’t notice I was there
That’s 'cause you were talking at me and Not to me
You were high above the storm
A hurricane being born
This freedom it might cost you your liberty
It’s the little things that give you away
The words you cannot say
Your big mouth in the way
It’s the little things that tease and betray
As the hunted I become the prey
It’s the little things
The little things that give you away
Sometimes I can't believe my existence
See myself from a distance
I can’t get back inside
Sometimes the air is so anxious
All my thoughts are so reckless
And all of my innocence has died
Sometimes I wake at four in the morning
When all the darkness is swarming
And it covers me in fear
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
Sometimes I'm full of anger and grieving
So far away from believing
That any song will reappear
Sometimes the end is not coming
It’s not coming
The end is here
Sometimes
Sometimes, sometimes, sometimes
Sometimes when the painted glass shatters
And you’re the only thing that matters
But I can’t see you through the tears
Sometimes the end is not coming
It’s not coming
The end is here
Sometimes

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

BE KIND





Kindness is the most powerful weapon against hatred in this world. Thank you for continuing to inspire me to be kind to others, even when they are not kind towards me.

"You can only lose what you cling to."







"You can only lose what you cling to." Buddha

No matter how much we want things to stay the same, life is all about change. Sometimes change is for the better, and sometimes its not.
But no matter why things are changing, we need to be able to let go and move on. Whether it’s the death of a loved one, a painful breakup, a business failure, or a treacherous betrayal, holding onto pass pain and resentment will only hold you back.

Thursday, May 24, 2018

IT IS NEVER TOO LATE





Let me tell you this: if you meet a loner, no matter what they tell you, it's not because they enjoy solitude. It's because they have tried to blend into the world before, and people continue to disappoint them. Disappointment is a sort of bankruptcy - the bankruptcy of a soul that expends too much in hope and expectation. I FELT SO MUCH THAT I STARTED TO FEEL NOTHING.... 

But wait....

I Love myself now, I do. Not everything, but I love the good as well as the bad. I love my crazy lifestyle, and I love my hard discipline. I love my freedom of speech and the way my eyes get dark when I'm tired. I love that I have learned to trust people with my heart, even if it will get broken. I am proud of everything that I am and will become.  THE ONLY PERSON WHO CAN PULL ME DOWN IS MYSELF, AND IM NOT GOING TO LET MYSELF PULL ME DOWN ANYMORE!!!! 

Monday, May 21, 2018

Christina Aguilera - Fall In Line ft. Demi Lovato Live on "Billboard Mus...


Little girls
Listen closely
'Cause no one told me
But you deserve to know
That in this world
You are not beholden
You do not owe them
Your body and your soul

All the youth in the world will not save you from growing older, and
All the truth in the girl is too precious to be stolen from her

It's just the way it is
And maybe it's never gonna change
But I got a mind to show my strength
And I got a right to speak my mind
And I'm gonna pay for this
They're gonna burn me at the stake
But I got a fire in my veins
I wasn't made to fall in line
No, I wasn't made to fall in line (no-ooh)

Show some skin
Make him want you
Cus God forbid you
Know your own way home
Ask yourself
Why it matters
Who it flatters
You're more than flesh and bones

All the youth in the world will not save you from growing older, and
All the truth in the girl is too precious to be stolen from her

It's just the way it is
And maybe it's never gonna change
But I got a mind to show my strength (my strength)
And I got a right to speak my mind
And I'm gonna pay for this (pay, pay)
They're gonna burn me at the stake (stake)
But I got a fire in my veins (veins)
I wasn't made to fall in line (line)
No, I wasn't made to fall in line (No one is made to fall in line)

Yea, two, three
Right, two, three
Shut your mouth
Stick your ass out for me
March, two, three
Two, three
Who told you
You're allowed to think

Yea, two, three
Right, two, three
Shut your mouth
Stick your ass out for me
March, two, three
Two, three
Who told you
You're allowed to think

It's just the way it is
And maybe it's never gonna change
But I got a mind to show my strength
And I got a right to speak my mind
And I'm gonna pay for this
They're gonna burn me at the stake
But I got a fire in my veins
I wasn't made to fall in line

I got a fire in my veins
I'm never gonna fall in line

Yea, two, three
Right, two, three
Shut your mouth
Stick your ass out for me
March, two, three
Two, three
Who told you
You're allowed to think

Thursday, May 10, 2018

Stuck between caring and not caring at all.



Caring too much is worse than not caring at all. By not setting boundaries and reasonable priorities, you enable others to not grow and weaken yourself. It can go deeper than mere people pleasing. Spiritually and mentally withering away because you gave all your love and resources to another, may seem like a noble suffering.

In truth it isn't, you fill the need that is supposed to motivate that person to create new resources and means of caring for themselves. Manipulative and aggressive personalities are drawn to people who care too much, painting them as targets. Below we have summarized some traits of people who care an unhealthy amount and ways to fix that trait.

You And Your Needs Are Never A Priority

You are the kind of person to make everyone else gets a plate before you serve yourself. This means that you don't always get a plate of food for yourself. You constantly make sure everyone around you has what they need to succeed, but never listen to your own needs for success. You are so busy making sure everyone feels empowered and loved your own needs get pushed to the side. Your own mental and spiritual health can be jeopardized.

Solution:
It isn't greedy for you to give yourself priority. If you are starving, you can't work to feed another person. You have to help yourself and maintain your own health and opportunities to grow. If you aren't moving forward and nurturing yourself, you will have limited resources to share with others. To help others YOU MUST HELP YOURSELF.

You Fear The Opinions And Rejections Of Others

You are motivated by the opinions of others. You don't want to get left behind so you make yourself valuable. You don't wish to cross anyone so you keep your opinions to yourself. You don't take the lead even when it would be better for all involved.

Solution:
The people who are so selfish and short sighted to only keep around people who are only useful to them are not capable of creating relationships that are lasting. No matter how helpful you are, you will be replaced eventually, so be genuine and seek out people who truly appreciate you.

Needy, Desperate, Dependent People Are Naturally Attracted To You
People are drawn to what they seek. Needy people know you will be willing to tolerate and feed them attention. Dependent individuals seek out someone who will provide them a support system. Basically you are a magnet for anyone who has not worked to complete their personality. They are not looking to become better people, they want to find a better support structure to protect and feed them. They will drain and detract resources and energy from you until there is nothing left.

Solution:
Create boundaries for yourself and make them clear to others. Do not compromise them for anyone. You have drawn these lines for reasons important to you. It is not fair for anyone to try to compromise your self respect.

You Are Often Taken For Granted

People walk all over you, take what is yours and disrespect you. People perceive your kindness for weakness.

Solution:
Distance yourself from insincere, abusive people. You have to feel empowered to grow and flourish. You can't do this while under someone's boot. Create boundaries that you stand by, never compromise your self love or respect and push any one who isn't productive and genuine from your life

No matter where you go, there you are





Running is the easiest solution to every problem. The capability of choosing this option on the basis of problem defines your personality...

Monday, May 07, 2018

FINALLY I AM SAVED


 If nothing saves us from death, at least love should save us from life...

I finally know the difference between pleasing and loving, obeying and respecting. Took me 46 years, I was okay with being alive... Don’t be afraid of losing someone who doesn’t feel lucky to have you.....One of the greatest regrets in life is being what others would want you to be, rather than being yourself. #WhiteHelmets


Thursday, May 03, 2018

Christina Novelli - Concrete Angel [Acoustic]


Let me breath you in, and break the words in your mouth, 
Inside you´re shivering, the silence shouts so loud. 
I just want to, I just want to stay around, 
While my heart beats I promise I won't let you down.

If you keep building these walls, 
Brick by brick towers so tall, 
Soon I won't see you at all, 
Till the concrete angel falls.
I knew who you were from the start,
But now I don't know who you are, 
Soon there'll be nothing at all, 
Till the concrete angel falls.

If I'm somewhere else it doesn't mean that I don't see,
That you don't trust yourself, that's why you don't trust me. 
It makes me crazy,
When you're crazy, you, you don't speak.
You think you know me, 
But what you know is just skin deep.

If you keep building these walls,
Brick by brick towers so tall,
Soon I won't see you at all,
Till the concrete angel falls.
I knew who you were from the start,
But now I don't know who you are,
Soon there'll be nothing at all,
Till the concrete angel falls.

It's twisting your mind,
I'm not getting through, 
Cause I don't see it like you do,
There's nothing to find, 
You've got no excuse, 
I'm over getting over you,
I'm over getting over you, 
Cause I don't see it like you do,
I'm over getting over you. 
I'm over getting over you.

If you keep building these walls,
Brick by brick towers so tall,
Soon I won't see you at all,
Till the concrete angel falls.
I knew who you were from the start,
But now I don't know who you are,
Soon there'll be nothing at all,
Till the concrete angel falls.

BE KIND






“Be kind to others; show that you care. But by being kind I don’t mean that you get used, that you get trampled all over and in the end there’s not very much left of your original self. Set limits and be firm about them. You can be pleasant, kind, caring and all that yet have your own space. Never look down on someone, give them the respect they deserve. How you treat others, especially those who are less fortunate or can’t repay, defines you and shows your true character.”  - Latika Teotia

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