Bowie / Placebo - Without You I'm Nothing - Irving Plaza, 29th March 1999

Escribiendo....

Quizás lo más cerca que podamos estar de la muerte es escribiendo,en el sentido que escribir es ausentarse de la vida, un abandono provisional del mundo y de nuestras nimias tribulaciones para intentar ver las cosas con mayor claridad. Escribiendo, uno da un paso atrás y al lado respecto de la vida para verla con mayor desapego, tanto de manera más distante como más próxima. Con una mirada más firme. Escribir te permite dar las cosas por zanjadas: los fantasmas, las obsesiones, los remordimientos y los recuerdos que nos despellejan vivos. S.C

June 08, 2019

Strong people define themselves; weak people allow others to define them....

Today

I realized today that I have stopped living life. I am literally just trying to get to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. I am not living, I am waiting. And the trouble is, I don’t know what I am exactly waiting for. I am kind of scared for what it might be...

Today I realized that people are like stain

s,

blotches... living just their life and complaining after a tragedy happened. 

People are just the shadow of what they wanna to be ... Today I realized that, OF COURSE, I feel lonely but I realized also that is time for me to be far far far from all this shadows that just WANT THINGS THINGS MONEY .... 

Carla Morrison - Todo pasa // Letra

Mi vista es distinta

Es muy triste y contamina

Quiero dejar de creer

Estarme sola y no ver

Me siento cada vez menos viva

Derrotada y confundida

Sin saber que hacer

No logro entender

Que aunque aqui todo esta muy bien

Mi mente no deja de correr

Que todo pasa

Que la vida de repente me alcanza

Que estoy cansanda

Mi mente necesita de calma

Que todo cambia

Mi mundo siente que se va acabar por que esto ataca

En silencio parezco dudar

La vida es un proceso

Cada quien construyendo su reto y al mismo tiempo

Uno siente rincones inciertos

Miro al cielo

Pido al mundo repuestas a esto que me esta comiendo

Pero debo escarbar mis adentros

Que aunque aqui todo muy bien

Mi mente no deja de correr

Que todo pasa

Que la vida de repente me alcanza

Que estoy cansada

Mi mente necesita de calma

Que todo cambia

Mi mundo siente que se va acabar por que esto ataca

En silencio parezco dudar

La rudeza de mi mente sutil

Sin darme cuenta puede dejarme aqui

Quiero ser fuerte no dejar de competir

Esta lucha es solo contra mi

Que todo pasa

Que la vida de repente me alcanza

Que estoy cansada

Mi mente necesita de calma

Que todo cambia

Mi mundo siente que se va acabar por que esto ataca

Pero se que lo voy a lograr

Placebo - A Million Little Pieces (Live at RAK Studios)

A Million Little Pieces

Placebo

There wasn't much I used to need

A smile would blow a summer breeze through my heart

Now my mistakes are haunting me

Like winter came and put a freeze on my heart

I've lost the power to understand

What it takes to be a man with my heart

I saw you wanted this to end

You tried your best to be a friend to my heart

But I'm leaving this worry town

Please no grieving, my love, understand?

Whenever I was feeling wrong

I used to go and write a song from my heart

But now I feel I've lost my spark

No more glowing in the dark for my heart

So I'm leaving this worry town

Please no grieving, my love, understand?

Understand? 

Understand?

Understand?

Understand?

Understand? (Can't you see I'm sick of fighting?)

Understand? (Can't you tell I've lost my way?)

Understand? (Look at me theirs no denying)

Understand? (I wont last another day)

So I'm leaving this worry town

Please no grieving, my love, understand?

Then I'm leaving this worry town

Please no grieving, my love, understand?

All my dreaming torn in pieces

All my dreaming torn in pieces

All my dreaming torn in pieces

All my dreaming torn in pieces now

Mark Ronson ft. Miley Cyrus - “Nothing Breaks Like a Heart" Official Per...

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

And nothing breaks like a heart

I heard you on the phone last night

We live and die by pretty lies

You know it, oh, we both know it

These silver bullet cigarettes

This burning house, there's nothing left

It's smoking, we both know it

We got all night to fall in love

But just like that we fall apart

We're broken, we're broken

Mmm, well nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

We'll leave each other cold as ice

And high and dry, the desert wind

Is blowin', is blowin'

Remember what you said to me?

We were drunk in love in Tennessee

And I hold it, we both know it

Mmm, nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

Nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

(My heart, my heart)

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, but nothing breaks like a heart

But nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, but nothing breaks like a heart

On my way to you daddy!

Each time I remember how nice you were I can’t just stop thinking how someone as good as you are can leave the world so soon but I get to realize that God takes his beloved ones earlier. I pray you keep resting beside the almighty. Till we meet again. I miss you.

If there is a chance of returning back to the world please return to me. People as great as you should never leave the world and not return. I miss you my king. I love you deeply father.

I can't find MY pieces

Missing someone and not being able to see them is the worst feeling ever.... I know that those we love don’t go away, they walk beside us everyday…Unseen, unheard but always near, still loved, still missed and very dear, you know what daddy, IT ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH AT ALL ... and they, fuck daddy, this time they broke me so bad that I can't find the pieces ..... I AM SORRY .... no mas...

Peace of mind can't be bought....

Peace of mind can't be bought....

Es exactamente asi, es un ciclo que va y viene, y cuando estas alejado sentis que estas volviendote fuerte, que tal vez se volvio manejable, y luego vuelve y te das cuenta que no. solo sacaste la cabeza del agua por un segundo, y hay un punto en el que solo pensas en esperar a que te llegue el valor para ponerle fin. porque esta mierda no se vuelve manejable nunca.  Chester represento para mi una pérdida que se podría haber evitado. Lo anunció, lo gritó y aún así nadie hizo nada... Los seres humanos somos tan criminales como víctimas. ¿Qué hicimos para salvarlo?

Chester, I FEEL YOU, la misma mierda me paso y sigue pasando .... es facil decir "busca ayuda por favor cuando te seintas mal" ok yo lo he hecho y nunca ha aparecido nadie y esa para mi es la prueba de la falta de compasion y el egoismo que manejan sociedades como esta.

"this place between my ears, my head, my mind is a fucking mess, a bad neighborhood specially NOW"

His intent was "we don't like you but see there are people who love you"

Ahora analizemos la parte ironica, sarcastica, burlesca, reticente .... lo anecdotico:

Mi hmno se aparece con este cuento de Erika a quien aprecio, valoro, quiero muchisimo, "mira lo que encontre entre los libros"!!!!!

PS: Erika I keep you in my thoughts and heart always

BROKEN

When someone you love dies, and you’re not expecting it, you don’t lose her all at once; you lose her in pieces over a long time — the way the mail stops coming, and her scent fades from the pillows and even from the clothes in her closet and drawers....

When people, family, ALIVE say goodbye .... WOW

I guess that’s what saying good-bye is always like — like jumping off an edge. The worst part is making the choice to do it. Once you’re in the air, there’s nothing you can do but let go.

THERE IS NOT ENOUGH MONEY IN WORLD TO PAY GUILT!!!!

The most tender place in my heart is for strangers

You see I usually find myself among strangers because I drift here and there trying to forget the sad things that happened to me.

The most tender place in my heart is for strangers

I know it's unkind but my own blood is much too dangerous

Hangin' round the ceiling half the time

Hangin' round the ceiling half the time.....

Mark Ronson, Miley Cyrus - Nothing Breaks Like a Heart (Official Video) ...

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

And nothing breaks like a heart

I heard you on the phone last night

We live and die by pretty lies

You know it, oh, we both know it

These silver bullet cigarettes

This burning house, there's nothing left

It's smoking, we both know it

We got all night to fall in love

But just like that we fall apart

We're broken, we're broken

Mmm, well nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

We'll leave each other cold as ice

And high and dry, the desert wind

Is blowin', is blowin'

Remember what you said to me?

We were drunk in love in Tennessee

And I hold it, we both know it

Mmm, nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

Nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, and nothing breaks like a heart

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

(My heart, my heart)

Nothing, nothing, nothing gon' save us now

Well, there's broken silence

By thunder crashing in the dark (crash in the dark)

And this broken record

Spin endless circles in the bar (spin 'round in the bar)

This world can hurt you

It cuts you deep and leaves a scar

Things fall apart, but nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, but nothing breaks like a heart

But nothing breaks like a heart

Mhmm, but nothing breaks like a heart

A hero is someone who has given his or her life to something bigger than oneself....

Grief does not have a set time. It can take months or years to get over it but each person has their own grieving time and moment. For someone who has lost a loved one you need to give them time to mourn because people mourn differently.

One thing they don’t tell you about grief is that it’s a part of you! You will always love the person you lost, and you will always miss them. With time you just adapt and learn to function without them being around, but you never stop missing them because you’re never fully prepared for to spend the rest of your life without them.

Grief is one of the hardest thing anyone can go through. Before things go back to ‘normal,’ you will feel pain, sadness, bitterness, get into some vice, leave alone the loneliness in so many ways more than ever. But, it will eventually become better with time. You will lose yourself, your identity and purpose too which is normal. You will learn not only mourn the loss but you will learn to cope without them.

No matter how much we try and get over the loss it doesn’t happen. You can never get over a loved one’s loss, but you just learn to get used to them not being around anymore. This is one of the hardest things one goes through because all the memories are fresh and still linger in your mind!

Surfear limpia el alma .... en especial para Carolina Requena

Mira vos, el mar suspiraba ... y, como hacen en las ciudades sin Mar… quién sabe a quién se dirige a la gente para recuperar su equilibrio… quizá a la Luna.... yo conozco el mar desde porque bailo con las olas al surfearlo, toco música con el, con todos los instrumentos hago magia como DJ... 

Ser escupido de una de sus olas gigantescas  y rugientes es la sensación más increíble que he experimentado en mi vida. Es alegría, miedo, honor porque yo lo honro... como a las mujeres más o menos las mismas sensaciones y mira tu nunca suspire por o con el mar o una mujer.... Surfear es como hacer el amor. Siempre se siente bien, no importa cuántas veces lo hayas hecho... pero desde que te leí el suspiro lo tengo que sentir como? Como me entregó? 

Si no saben volar.....

No se me importa un pito que las mujeres

tengan los senos como magnolias o como pasas de higo;

un cutis de durazno o de papel de lija.

Le doy una importancia igual a cero,

al hecho de que amanezcan con un aliento afrodisíaco

o con un aliento insecticida.

Soy perfectamente capaz de soportarles

una nariz que sacaría el primer premio

en una exposición de zanahorias;

¡pero eso sí! -y en esto soy irreductible

- no les perdono, bajo ningún pretexto, que no sepan volar.

Si no saben volar ¡pierden el tiempo las que pretendan seducirme!

NACHO CANO "La aventura de la vida" videosub

En el tiempo que me dieron 

pá entenderme y ser feliz 

arrasé con la botella 

las sustancias y el sentir 

de la noche hice mi turno y de tu cama, mi templo 

en la feria de la vida 

Con la maquina del tiempo 

viaje al mundo oriental 

me lucí con las piramides, y el oro del sultán 

el mensaje de los astros, con las fuentes y el agua 

el misterio de la vida 

Al suspiro del nirvana 

por la india me hice ver 

de la mano con los mantras, los antones y el por qué 

el olor de los inciensos, y el olor de la muerte 

el enigma de la vida 

Por el curso del dinero 

con la libra me encontré 

en la tierra de Inglaterra, los desfiles y el pastel 

una nada en la mirada 

y una lluvia de mierda, 

el castigo de la vida 

Tomado de AlbumCancionYLetra.com 

Y en un golpe de fortuna 

nos venimos pá Brasil, 

con la zamba,los ombligos, ribaldinho y el sentir 

un cariño en la mirada y un paisaje en el beso 

el sentido de la vida 

La aventura del amor

Dido - Give You Up (Acoustic)

I'm not sitting with my head in my hands right now

I don't care where you've been

No, I ain't watching the clock or getting my phone out

I won't drink myself to sleep

Oh, oh

You don't, you don't get under my skin no more

No, it's gone, it's gone

I ain't thinking 'bout you no more

I found a way to let you go

So you don't have to stay now

A broken mind, I came close

But you can't rip my heart out

I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up

I found a way to let you go

It's gonna rip your heart out

Got your picture covering up the cracks on the wall

But the lines won't fade

Didn't think that I would be missing you at all

Maybe that was my mistake

Oh, oh

You don't, you don't, get under my skin no more

No, it's gone, it's gone

I ain't thinking 'bout you no more

I found a way to let you go

So you don't have to stay now

A broken mind, I came close

But you can't rip my heart out

I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up

I found a way to let you go

It's gonna rip your heart out

Nothing you say will change my mind

You couldn't wait to leave me behind

Nothing you say will change my mind

You couldn't wait to leave me behind

Nothing you say will change my mind

You couldn't wait to leave me behind

I found a way to let you go

So you don't have to stay now

A broken mind, I came close

But you can't rip my heart out

I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up

I found a way to let you go

It's gonna rip your heart out

Life is hard. I write words to make it softer.....

I am scared.

I am frightened.

I am upset.

I am terrified.

I am anxious.

I am nervous.

I am confused.

I am tired.

I am overwhelmed.

I am stressed.

Why?

All of these emotions that I have been feeling is because the uncertainty of the future.

I am scared I will not be happy.

I am frightened I will fall into the wrong career.

I am upset that my life is not how I wanted it to be so far.

I am terrified of what is to come.

I am anxious to jump into something.

I am nervous to start something new.

I am confused that I picked the wrong major.

I am tired of all of these emotions.

I am overwhelmed with life.

I am stressed from trying to make the right decisions.

And the one question I want an answer to is will everything be okay?

Because right now, it is not.