Friday, January 25, 2019

Dido - Give You Up (Acoustic)



I'm not sitting with my head in my hands right now
I don't care where you've been
No, I ain't watching the clock or getting my phone out
I won't drink myself to sleep
Oh, oh

You don't, you don't get under my skin no more
No, it's gone, it's gone
I ain't thinking 'bout you no more

I found a way to let you go
So you don't have to stay now
A broken mind, I came close
But you can't rip my heart out
I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up
I found a way to let you go
It's gonna rip your heart out

Got your picture covering up the cracks on the wall
But the lines won't fade
Didn't think that I would be missing you at all
Maybe that was my mistake
Oh, oh

You don't, you don't, get under my skin no more
No, it's gone, it's gone
I ain't thinking 'bout you no more

I found a way to let you go
So you don't have to stay now
A broken mind, I came close
But you can't rip my heart out
I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up
I found a way to let you go
It's gonna rip your heart out

Nothing you say will change my mind
You couldn't wait to leave me behind
Nothing you say will change my mind
You couldn't wait to leave me behind
Nothing you say will change my mind
You couldn't wait to leave me behind

I found a way to let you go
So you don't have to stay now
A broken mind, I came close
But you can't rip my heart out
I'm giving up, I'm giving up, I'll give you up
I found a way to let you go
It's gonna rip your heart out

Monday, January 14, 2019

Life is hard. I write words to make it softer.....






I am scared.

I am frightened.

I am upset.

I am terrified.

I am anxious.

I am nervous.

I am confused.

I am tired.

I am overwhelmed.

I am stressed.

Why?

All of these emotions that I have been feeling is because the uncertainty of the future.

I am scared I will not be happy.

I am frightened I will fall into the wrong career.

I am upset that my life is not how I wanted it to be so far.

I am terrified of what is to come.

I am anxious to jump into something.

I am nervous to start something new.

I am confused that I picked the wrong major.

I am tired of all of these emotions.

I am overwhelmed with life.

I am stressed from trying to make the right decisions.

And the one question I want an answer to is will everything be okay?

Because right now, it is not.

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