Wednesday, January 10, 2018

Sometimes life hurts far worse than hell





Sometimes life hurts far worse than hell. Sometimes it's just too hard to bear. No one's life is perfect even the people who seem like everything's ok, could be truly hurting on the inside. They only know how to hide it. No one's ever completely happy, no matter what they say. I know it's bad to say, but people lie, myself included. Life sucks balls. It hurts. And we waste time crying over it and lose sleep over it. But just remember God put you on here for a reason and that reason is very important. He doesn't pick people randomly. And if believing in God isn't your thing, you are still here for a reason. 

I've been through it all, but I'm not saying I can deal with what you're dealing with. I'm not you, and you're not me. I've been through all the rejections, including my own mother and all the s**ty-ness of life. It sucks, but it's life and it's the reason we're on this planet. Sometimes you can't deal with it, but sometimes we have to, but the one thing that heals all (or at least I think so), is time.

Tuesday, January 09, 2018

Life is the art of drawing without an eraser




Why are we always so afraid of making mistakes? I don’t know about you, but I still have this tendency to beat myself up whenever I discover that I screwed something up ….again.

As much as we would like to think otherwise, we end up creating our life as we live it. In other words, we make it up as we go along....

“Life is pretty simple: You do some stuff. Most fails. Some works. You do more of what works. If it works big, others quickly copy it. Then you do something else. The trick is the doing something else.”

The one thing we won’t find in our life’s art box is an eraser, but that’s okay because it turns out, there really aren’t any mistakes to be made

Monday, January 08, 2018

Daddy thinking of you



Should've stayed, were there signs, I ignored?
Can I help you, not to hurt, anymore?
We saw brilliance, when the world, was asleep
There are things that we can have, but can't keep

If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

The reminders pull the floor from your feet
In the kitchen, one more chair than you need oh
And you're angry, and you should be, it's not fair
Just 'cause you can't see it, doesn't mean it, isn't there

If they say
Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

Who cares if one more light goes out?
In a sky of a million stars
It flickers, flickers
Who cares when someone's time runs out?
If a moment is all we are
We're quicker, quicker
Who cares if one more light goes out?
Well I do

Getting Older




You’ll learn, as you get older, that rules are made to be broken. Be bold enough to live life on your terms, and never, ever apologize for it. Go against the grain, refuse to conform, take the road less traveled instead of the well-beaten path. Laugh in the face of adversity, and leap before you look. Dance as though EVERYBODY is watching. March to the beat of your own drummer. And stubbornly refuse to fit in....


Friday, January 05, 2018

Don't Judge...


I'm not perfect, and I don't live to be. But before you judge me, make sure your hands are clean.

Judging others is the easiest thing to do. Our society is full of people who always keep judging and talking about others. People who judge others, have most of the time no idea of situations the others are going through. No one likes being judged or judgmental people. So why not take a step towards positivity and stop judging others.

When you judge someone, you don't define them, you define yourself ... If you judge people you have no time to love them.

We have to dare to be ourselves.


We have to dare to be ourselves.
"Being authentic is the ability to be true to oneself. Living an authentic life requires the ability to be true to our own wants, needs and desires and not live our lives by the opinion of others. Being authentic is the ability to make self-honoring choices and stand firmly in who we are in our core. Being true to ourselves gives us the insight and compassion to see others for who they are, not who we expect them to be. It frees us up from the judgment of ourselves and others and it gives others the freedom to be themselves as well." V.R

Tuesday, January 02, 2018

Closer to the edge




I don't remember one moment I tried to forget

I lost myself, is it better not said

Now I'm closer to the edge

It was a thousand to one and a million to two

Time to go down in flames and I'm taking you

Closer to the edge

No I'm not saying I'm sorry

One day, maybe we'll meet again.....

Sunday, December 31, 2017

DESTROY WHAT DESTROYS YOU... Gracias V.B


Everything passes. Everything changes. Just do what you think you should do.

I use the metaphor of the river to describe my journey from darkness to light, but it also applies to my life every day. Each day I must choose again which side of the river I will stand on. Each day brings with it new beauty and new struggle. There will always be 1,000 obstacles. But—there will also always be—a choice.

When the obstacles begin to stack themselves against you, will you buckle or endure? Are you willing to fight for this?

The things in your life that have power are the things that you choose to give power to. From fear to hope, weakness to determination—over the past few weeks, my emotions have run the gamut.

Fuck Friends....They only destroy what happiness you have. People must learn that happiness is an inward appreciation of oneself.

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.


Sometimes you have to cut your losses & move on, for what you cling to destroys you in the end.


You know, sometimes all you need is twenty seconds of insane courage. Just literally twenty seconds of just embarrassing bravery. And I promise you, something great will come of it.

Friday, December 29, 2017

T.V ..... Maria Bethânia - "Sangrando" (Ao Vivo) – Carta de Amor


Quando eu soltar a minha voz
Por favor entenda
Que palavra por palavra
Eis aqui uma pessoa se entregando

Coração na boca
Peito aberto
Vou sangrando
São as lutas dessa nossa vida
Que eu estou cantando

Quando eu abrir minha garganta
Essa força tanta
Tudo que você ouvir
Esteja certa
Que estarei vivendo

Veja o brilho dos meus olhos
E o tremor nas minhas mãos
E o meu corpo tão suado
Transbordando toda a nossa emoção

E se eu chorar
E o sal molhar o meu sorriso
Não se espante, cante
Que o teu canto é a minha força
Pra cantar

Quando eu soltar a minha voz
Por favor, entenda
É apenas o meu jeito de viver
O que é amar


Cuando libero mi voz

Por favor entienda

Palabra por palabra

Aquí hay una persona que se entrega


Corazón en la boca

Pecho abierto

Estoy sangrando

Son las luchas de nuestras vidas

Que estoy cantando


Cuando abro mi garganta

Tal fuerza

Todo lo que oyes

tienes razón

Estaré viviendo


Ver el brillo de mis ojos

Y el temblor en mis manos

Y mi cuerpo tan sudoroso

Rebosando toda nuestra emoción


Y si lloro

Y la sal moja mi sonrisa

No te sorprendas, canta

Que tu canto es mi fuerza

A cantar


Cuando libero mi voz

Por favor entienda

Es sólo mi forma de vivir



Qué es el amor

Depeche Mode - Broken (Live Studio Session)


If you want control
Without any pain
How long will you suffer
How long you reign

You see the friend that I knew
Cannot be found
Replaced by another
Wearing his crown

There's a place where I go
Without any sound
Only you can reach me
Only you're allowed

Then you're so far away
You're so far from here
Do you remember
A time without tears

When you're falling I will catch you
You don't have to fall that far
You can make it, I will be there
You were broken from the start

When you were a child
You'd dream all day long
You'd dream of the future
Get lost in your songs

Now that time is gone
It's lost for you now
Words long forgotten
Forgotten somehow

When you're falling I will catch you
You don't have to fall that far
You can make it, I will be there
You were broken from the start

When you're falling I will catch you
You don't have to fall that far
You can make it, I will be there
You were broken from the start

When you're falling I will catch you
You don't have to fall that far
You can make it, I will be there
You were broken from the start

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