Wednesday, October 08, 2014

IM FALLING TO PEACES



I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just praying to a God that I don't believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven, even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you?
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're ok?
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces, yeah
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other one's leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break even)

Oh, you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame
Now I'm tryna make sense of what little remains, oh
Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in
Cause I got time while she got freedom
Cause when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

BORN TO BE SINGLE




Single is no longer a lack of options – but a choice. A choice to refuse to let your life be defined by your relationship status but to live every day Happily and let your Ever After work itself out...

“Single” is an opportunity to live life on your own terms and not apologize...

TRY WALKING IN MY SHOES





I'm not looking for absolution
Forgiveness for the things I do
But before you come to any conclusions
Try walking in my shoes

Monday, October 06, 2014

As long as you are alive, I'm alive...




Sometimes, pain is all that lets you know you're alive... One of the hardest things about being alive is being with other people...

THIRTY SECONDS TO MARS - Do Or Die


In the middle of the night, when the angels scream,
I don't want to live a lie that I believe.
Time to do or die.



I will never forget the moment, the moment.
I will never forget the moment, the moment.

And the story goes on... on... on...
That's how the story goes.
That's how the story goes.

You and I will never die.
It's a dark embrace.
In the beginning was life, a dawning age.
Time to be alive.

I will never forget the moment, the moment.
I will never forget this night.
We sing, we sing...

On... on... on...
That's how the story goes.

Fate is coming, that I know.
Time is running, got to go.
Faith is coming, that I know.
Let it go.
Here right now
Under the banner of heaven , we dream out loud
Do or die, and the story goes
On... on... on...

And the story goes on... on...
This is the story

Fate is coming, that I know (this is the story)
Time is running, got to go (this is the story)
Fate is coming, that I know (this is the story)
Let it go.
Here right now,
Under the banner of heaven, we dream out loud
Dream out loud!
Fate is coming, that I know (time to do or die)
Time is running out (time to do or die)
Fate is coming, that I know (time to do or die)
Let it go...

Wednesday, September 10, 2014

LOST WITHOUT YOU DAD



Now I miss you more than ever,
Not know what to do,
When I wake up in the morning,
I go to the mirror,
It doesn’t tell lies,
My look so weird.
I feel the rhythm of life just doesn't seem right.
It was so different when you were here. 
But now I feel only loneliness,
There is nothing more difficult,
Than living without you.

Sunday, June 15, 2014

Happy Father's day



The time we had, Dad,
Wasn't nearly enough
To pack in an entire
Lifetime of love.

There are so many questions
That I need answers to,
But now that you're gone
There's no way to ask you.

But there are still photos
To remember you by,
Each time I look at them,
I still want to cry.

They say grief is easier
to bear as time goes by,
But the doesn't stop me
from wondering why?

Why my dear, sweet dad
Was taken so soon,
When he was my guiding star,
My sun and my moon.

There are no answers
To a question like this,
So I'll cherish your memory,
And mourn the years we'll miss.

Wednesday, March 12, 2014

Happy Birthday Dad!!!





This year I won't get to hug my dad and wish him a great birthday. My dad, the greatest dad who ever lived, is celebrating his birthday in Heaven. I absolutely adore this man. I miss him every single day. I had the dad everyone dreams about.

I hope they have the best birthday celebrations in Heaven. I am sure they do. After all, who deserves a better birthday than our favorite angels? And where better to have the most wonderful birthday ever than in Heaven?
Happy Birthday daddy Iove you!!!

Cat Stevens Father and Son

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It's not time to make a change,

Just relax, take it easy.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to know.

Find a girl, settle down,

If you want you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



I was once like you are now, and I know that it's not easy,

To be calm when you've found something going on.

But take your time, think a lot,

Why, think of everything you've got.

For you will still be here tomorrow, but your dreams may not.



How can I try to explain, cause when I do it turns away again.

It's always been the same, same old story.

From the moment I could talk I was ordered to listen.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.



It's not time to make a change,

Just sit down, take it slowly.

You're still young, that's your fault,

There's so much you have to go through.

Find a girl, settle down,

if you want, you can marry.

Look at me, I am old, but I'm happy.



All the times that I cried, keeping all the things I knew inside,

It's hard, but it's harder to ignore it.

If they were right, I'd agree, but it's them they know not me.

Now there's a way and I know that I have to go away.

I know I have to go.

Saturday, March 08, 2014

I TRIED...


I tried to drown my sorrows, but the bastards learned how to swim, and now I am overwhelmed by this decent and good feeling.

Frida Kahlo

F.K


Feet, what do I need you for when I have wings to fly?

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