Quizás lo más cerca que podamos estar de la muerte es escribiendo,en el sentido que escribir es ausentarse de la vida, un abandono provisional del mundo y de nuestras nimias tribulaciones para intentar ver las cosas con mayor claridad. Escribiendo, uno da un paso atrás y al lado respecto de la vida para verla con mayor desapego, tanto de manera más distante como más próxima. Con una mirada más firme. Escribir te permite dar las cosas por zanjadas: los fantasmas, las obsesiones, los remordimientos y los recuerdos que nos despellejan vivos. S.C
I realized today that I have stopped living life. I am literally just trying to get to the next day, just living in the thought of tomorrow. I am not living, I am waiting. And the trouble is, I don’t know what I am exactly waiting for. I am kind of scared for what it might be...
Today I realized that people are like stain
s,
blotches... living just their life and complaining after a tragedy happened.
People are just the shadow of what they wanna to be ... Today I realized that, OF COURSE, I feel lonely but I realized also that is time for me to be far far far from all this shadows that just WANT THINGS THINGS MONEY ....
Each time I remember how nice you were I can’t just stop thinking how someone as good as you are can leave the world so soon but I get to realize that God takes his beloved ones earlier. I pray you keep resting beside the almighty. Till we meet again. I miss you.
If there is a chance of returning back to the world please return to me. People as great as you should never leave the world and not return. I miss you my king. I love you deeply father.
Missing someone and not being able to see them is the worst feeling ever.... I know that those we love don’t go away, they walk beside us everyday…Unseen, unheard but always near, still loved, still missed and very dear, you know what daddy, IT ISN'T GOOD ENOUGH AT ALL ... and they, fuck daddy, this time they broke me so bad that I can't find the pieces ..... I AM SORRY .... no mas...