I feel that I'm not having the ability to cope anymore with the amount of pain that im feeling. I just can't deal with it anymore. I feel overwhelmed and hopeless. Lost. I am at the end of my rope and my coping resources have just run out.
I really want to end it all. Every day is just another reason to die.
The pain I experiencing is like if your heart has literally been ripped out of you. Breathing is hard, eating is hard, so the thought of doing anything is darned near impossible.
I just can't take this pain anymore. im so so hurt that all this happened. I can't deal with the regret. I can't deal with the guilt. i can't deal with the shame. I just can't deal with the sadness anymore. this is the worst thing i have ever gone through.
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