Lana Del Rey - Video Games (Live on SNL)

It's you, it's you, it's all for you
Everything I do
I tell you all the time
Heaven is a place on earth with you
Tell me all the things you want to do...

Exhausted....

I am exhausted personally, and I have exhausted all avenues for help. I’m so exhausted I don’t even have the energy to cry anymore. I’m now just waiting ... If only I could sleep for a very, very long time and forget all this.

It’s been a bad week, and today really tonight is even worse. I’m taking ALL the medications again and the fucking morphine even that I am in pain constantly. I can barely get out of bed in the mornings due to every bone and muscle in my body being sore. I ache from head to toe. Of course, that makes me worry more. I worry that every little pain is something more than it should be. I worry most of all about shooting pains in my head. I have this one spot that aches off and on, that feels like my scalp is too tight or pulling in one little spot. Same spot all the time. I worry that it might be a cancer cell that spread to all the brain. Cells in the brain cause you to die very fast... Sometimes, at night, my heart will beat very hard for a few minutes, like it’s really struggling, and I worry that the cells have metastasized to my heart. I also have this little cough now, just when I lay down.

I hurt all over all the time. The pain feels like it comes from the bones. I essentially hurt from the inside out. It’s like my bones are causing the pain. It hurts so deep inside the bone areas and seems to radiate out. On top of the pain, I am still everywhere. All my joints hurt, too. I’ve always had a very high pain tolerance. I’m allergic to everything now. I can deal with the pain. I hate it, but I manage to survive it. If I had to endure this type of pain from now on, I could keep going despite it.

All I want from life now is a little warning before I am too sick to control my circumstances, so I can die with dignity...

Alexi Murdoch - Orange Sky - Live @ Easy Street Records

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother standing by
With my brother standing by
I said Brother, you know you know
It’s a long road we’ve been walking on
Brother you know it is you know it is
Such a long road we’ve been walking on

And I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my sister standing by
With my sister standing by
I said Sister, here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

But sister you know I’m so weary
And you know sister
My hearts been broken
Sometimes, sometimes
My mind is too strong to carry on
Too strong to carry on

When I am alone
When I’ve thrown off the weight of this crazy stone
When I've lost all care for the things I own
That's when I miss you, that's when I miss you, that's when I miss you
You who are my home
You who are my home
And here is what I know now
Here is what I know now
Goes like this..
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, my salvation lies
In your love, in your love, in your love

Well I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
Yes I had a dream
I stood beneath an orange sky
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by
With my brother and my sister standing by...

Anouk & Sarah Bettens - I Alone [Live and Acoustic]

FOR YOU MY DEAR S.

It's easier not to be wiseand measure these things by your brainsI sank into Eden with youAlone in the church by and byI'll read to you here, save your eyes,You'll need them your boat is at seaYour anchor is up, you've been swept awayand the greatest of teacher's won't hesistateto leave you there by yourselfchained to faithI alone love you,I alone tempt youI alone love you,fear is not the end of this!I alone love you,I alone tempt youI alone love you...It's easier not to be great,and measure these things by your eyesWe long to be here by His resolveAlone in the church by and byto cradle the baby in spaceand leave you there by yourselfchained to faith

Elisa - Ti vorrei sollevare feat. Giuliano Sangiorgi - OFFICIAL VIDEO

Ti vorrei sollevare
Ti vorrei consolare
e viaggiare su ali di carta con te
sapere inventare
sentire il vento che soffia
e non nasconderci se ci fa spostare
quando persi sotto tante stelle
ci chiediamo cosa siamo venuti a fare
cos'è l'amore
stringiamoci più forte ancora
teniamoci vicino al cuore...

TO U.

Maybe you will read this, maybe you won't. Maybe you will run across it in a box years from now, and think it is the most beautiful thing you have ever read. At that moment, you will know that I will love you for as long as our lives together lasts... I have been hurt so many times, I believed that all love could do was hurt. I didn't believe in it at all. I live now for the day that I can love you more. I love you and I always will.

I do not know who you are, or how you are at this moment, but I just want you to know that I hold onto life and look forward to the day you will meet me at some place. I hate fate for letting me find you so late, but no matter the consequences, I will be strong, and I will look into the future because of you. I hope you can feel my love, and I hope that whatever you go through will make you who you are when we meet again. May God send you joy and peace, and love and happiness until the day I will find you.

Life can be cruel, Dearest, but it all comes to pay. I love you, even when you're still a mystery to me. Maybe this love is what makes us go through the pain we're going through, but know that my heart is beating with yours. Take care for me, and I hope you will try to seek me as I do for you.

Love always,

C.

TO U.

When I was a little girl, I dreamed of that one person that I would share my dreams, happiness and energy with... I could not see her face but she was there. I always felt like she was out there, I just needed to feel her. I visualized the bond we would have and the courage she would give me to endure life's obstacles. All these years I was with others, and feeling my way through life, learning lessons that later on would prepare me to become the person that I am now. I have felt alone and sad. Then one day my eyes opened and I became that little girl again ... realizing that she is there...bad timing I know ... What makes me happy is that I know that here in my world is the woman that I had dreamed of and I'd hoped would not miss our meeting in life ... that woman is you.

I wanted you to know I will wait for you. I don't need fancy gifts or 100% of your time, all I need is to know you care, and you do that already. I love your comforting words and I want to say thank you for everything. I have loved you as my friend for some time and I would cherish the chance to love you even more.

C.

Thursday - "Magnets Caught In A Metal Heart"

She spins magnetic rings
Around the dark violet heart of god
She's a magnetic field,
Shower of sparks,
When she comes on.

There's a silent charge
In a coil of wire
When the currents pass right through it.
We're coupled lines in lightning strikes,
We jump like birds on a vine.
We're the magnets caught in a metal heart
Where the blood is pumping through it
When the needle spins, it sings,
"Feels like we're in love..."

He spins magnetic rings that fall apart
When he's removed from her
He's a magnetic field
Under the silver of clouds
Where the lining of skies
Looks like the dirt on the ground.
His only true north is down

There's a silent charge
In a coil of wire
When the currents pass right through it.
We're coupled lines in lightning strikes,
We jump like birds on a vine.
We're the magnets caught in a metal heart
Where the blood is pumping through it
When the needle spins, it sings,
"Feels like we're in love..."

U2 - Love Is Blindness (Edge's Solo Performance)

TO GABRY II

One more ...

mi piace stare a parlare con te

che strano, è come se ti conoscessi da una vita

ci piace la stessa musica!

credo che tua sia la persona che ho sempre sognato

quando sono con te il tempo sembra fermarsi

non posso esistere senza di te

io e te 3 metri sopra il cielo...

sento di potermi fidare di te

ti penso tutto il giorno

da quando ti ho conosciuto mi sento migliore

riesci sempre a tirare fuori il meglio di me

starei ore ed ore a parlare con te

hai un sorriso meraviglioso

sei una persona veramente intrigante/affascinante/interessante

IM ALMOST GONE ... COME WITH ME .... I'LL TAKE CARE OF YOU FOREVER ....

TO GABRY I

Alza gli occhi, amore mio, guarda il cielo, e vedimi nelle nuvole, vedimi nelle stelle, nel volo di una farfalla che si posa su ogni fiore, nel sorriso di un bambino, vedimi nella speranza, vedimi nella tua vita, nelle poesie scritte da un poeta, vedimi nel tuo cuore, in ogni frase d'amore detta dagli amanti, in ogni bacio che sfiora la tua fronte,in ogni carezza che sfiora la tua pelle.

Vedimi amore mio, sempre, e non lasciarmi mai.

TAKE MY HAND ....