I can't believe that is has been more than a month since you passed away ... Honestly, I can't believe that I have survived this long without you. I constantly miss your touch, laughter, comfort. I look for you in all things and everywhere I go. Sometimes, I think I hear you in words that other people speak, in music and in silence.
You apologized for your perception of me taking care of you while you were sick. I always told you that this was the easy part, the hard part was going to be living without you. Everyday there is so much difficulties... Life is bittersweet. For moments of loveliness, I wonder why you can't be here. In moments of hardship, I wonder why you can't be here. Life, for me was so much easier with you here. You provided the humor and comfort that only a father can do.
You probably already know this, but with everything I set out to do, I think of you. I wonder if I am doing things the right way.
The other night, before sleep, I was waiting for a sign from you... please do not forget to check in, because I will always need you.
I was thinking yesterday if people can die for a broken heart?!!
I love you with all my heart!
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