OMG Daddy ...

I'm sorry... I can´t forgive myself that I didn't make it to say goodbye to you....That was and still is the hardest thing ... you were the only person in this world that loved me unconditionaly and now I'm all alone... OMG daddy I miss you so much... 

I can't believe your gone. You were the strongest person I ever knew... If you could, give me your strength to get through this because I'm not sure how much longer I can hold on... the scary part is its just the beginning... Im trying so hard but now i have no one to depend on and it sucks. I miss have good time with you and love laugh with you. i miss your smile and laugh i love it...i always make  you laugh and you call me silly girl... I can't believe that Christmas is coming... thats would be hard for me without you on the first christmas / birthday ... 

Daddy, I am still questioning, still waiting for the answers....thank you daddy for loving me unconditionally…thank you for having been there for me all these years…thank you for teaching me everything I know now about life…thank you for taking good care of me…thank you for all the memories…Thank you for just being you…thank you for being my daddy and my best friend…

This will be my first christmas without you...  even the sight of christmas decorations is enough to make me unable to breathe. 

I know this man
Who is dear to my heart
Suddenly one day
It was torn all apart

This man taught me every thing
That I needed to know
But I never really listened
Until he had to go

He gave me love
And touched my life
Its all over now
He no longer has to fight

He tried to teach me
Right for wrong
The day he left
I wasn't that strong

He is gone now
It is hard to believe
This man is my dad
Who I will never see

But I will see him again
This I know
The day will come
When its time for me to go

So, I'll hold him dear
And close to my heart
Cause the day we meet
I know we'll never be torn apart.