I lost my dad 2 months and 12 days ago. He was the best friend I ever had. He was so loyal. I can't stop thinking about him. My life is very depressing and sad without him.
My grief was and is still so unbearable that I contemplated suicide. I could not share the depth of my despair with anyone. At my lowest point, I realize that I could talk with God... one day at a time. Not move on with my life, just live one day at a time. The sun doesn´t shine in my world. I still can't really talk about him or think about him for a long time without crying. Every night I say to him "Dad give me a sign" to let him know I still loved him and that I still need him. My advice so far is don't hold your grief in like I did. Talk about him to other pet people. Cry when you have to, curse and scream at the brutality of his death!
I will never forget you daddy. you will always be in my heart.
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