My Daddy was my everything. He passed away on October 23... I am still in total shock... I am angry because it just doesn't seem fair to me that my Dad, who was so wonderful to people and also important to so many people had to leave the world so soon. I feel like I am more and more aggravated with everything now, even things that would not have bothered me before. I also am of course deeply saddened. I miss my Dad with all my heart. The one thing I want is to have him back. He and I had a great relationship... Everyone that knew my dad loved him. He was smart, hardworking, funny, and outgoing. I miss working with him on his car in the garage... I miss sitting next to him at dinner and laughing at all his silly jokes. It is the small things that I will really miss. I still feel like he is going to come back. I keep waiting for him. I feel his presence so badly. I just cannot believe he is gone. Our love, our friendship, and beautiful memories will never be forgotten.
Where his voice went? All our convesations? All his jokes? ... He had many funny sayings... I miss his voice on the phone, I miss his jokes, his music, his singing ...
Days has passed and Im no nearer to finding peace in my self. in fact i feel worse, i thought in time i would be able to cope and remember and move forward , but sadly this hasn´t been the case... I'm lost and I'm broken inside.
I have hit an emoitional block where nothing can get in and cant release the pain i feel within.... Im trapped by my own feelings ...
I just want to say one more time thank you Dad because you were always there for me. I really miss you and all the things we did together... I hope theres life after death so we can pick up where we left off... I LOVE YOU DAD !!!!
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