There´s no words that can describe myself ... I'm in my bed most of the time... my body is numb... my heart bleeding to death.
I am alone in the bedroom... I didn’t see him or feel him so I just went back to sleep. I missing him so much that I just feel sometimes that I don’t know why I don’t scream, my pain is huge ... I don’t feel with the energy that I used to feel before when he was alive. I feel pain but I don’t cry everyday just some days I can’t even say when. It’s hard to keep thinking that I wont see him anymore it feels like a dream or like to be waiting for him in a long journey. I know I have to go on with my life but I can´t, its difficult to be able to recover who I was since... I feel that I wont be able to bring him back to life. The true is that I still can´t recover and I don´t know if I would sometime ... My energy has decreased since he died. I loved him, he was the best .... I love you and I will always remember you.
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